my 'cita-cita'

I would say my ambition to be an educator is like one of the song by Regina Spektor- The Call..how does it work? lets us go to the lyrics of the song...

It started out as a feeling
which then grew into a hope
which the turn into a quite thought
which then turn into a quite word

and then the word grew louder and louder
til it was a battle cry

i'll come back when you call me
no need to say good bye

just because everything's changing
doesn't mean it's never
been this way before

all you can do is try to know
who your friends are
as you head off to the war

pick a star on the dark horizon
and follow the light...

well, thats about it actually....i started to feel that i wanted to be a teacher when i was about 7 or 8..and yes, by then i was hoping that i will be a teacher one day..but then, as i grew older..that hope has faded and has turn into a hope of being a doctor, sportswoman, investigator, csi...bla bla bla and bla...hahaha...then one day, it grew louder and louder in my lil'heart saying..you want to be a teacher..started slow and goes louder until i thought there was a war in my heart! so, there it was..it came back as i call them..hehe..since thinking of it..i thought..i'd do better if i'm an educator..i've been one..and twice..and now...i'm heading towards it..knowing who are my friends who supports me and who's against me...now, with the brightest star as my guidance.. i'm hoping that i will at last be an educator for a permanent position!