~LeeYa~

Monday, October 17, 2011

how it begin

if you were to ask me...i'm not sure how am i going to answer you...but for all i know, its because of them, i am now closer to all of you...it's because of them, i fell a huge urgency to do everything that i can possibly do to help them...even i just know them for a few months...the feeling is different...before and after they are in my life..love them till the end...forever theirs...

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

doktor oohh doktor

dear self..
when will you have the courage to go and see the doctor?

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

bahagia

ingin ku nyatakan di perut blog yang dah lama tak di sumbat makan ni.....bahawa arini daku terasa sangat bahagia...hehehe...menerima satu kejutan daripada si dia... ~~V

hehehee...plus, byk mlm asyik mimpi die..........

hehehee...ok...tu je sebenarnya..hahahahaha...


p/s: ini post utk menghibur hati sendiri... =p

Monday, June 27, 2011

Y.O.U.

when i called you telling you i'm sick...don't tell me to see the doc (i hate it!)..when i called you crying...don't ask me to to sleep (again i hate it!)....when i called you saying things..don't tell me i'm ridiculous...when i called you doing all these above..it means i MISS you and i need you to soothe me...not making me feel sadder, not to ignore me...when you do all the above..you make me feel i'm not important to you...its like you DON'T CARE at all...

when i told you i'm sad...i am really sad..i never fake it...

when i told you i miss you...i really do..even u just left a minute ago...

when i told you i love you...again, you meant the world to me...

when i told you i hate you...i lie...i just hate your coldness attitude towards me...


~Lee Ya 290708~

when i said all the stupid things...i just want you to give your attention to me...i want you to show me how i meant to you

when you walk away....you left a knife in my heart

when you ignore me on the phone....you shoot a bullet to my heart

when you left me behind and keep on walking...you dig my heart with a dagger...

it never hurts if you are the one who tell me you love me...you miss me...

it never hurts if you calm me down when i am sad...or frustrated

it never hurts if you treat me like who i meant to you...

it never hurts to show me all this rather that to assume that i will understand...

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

when there's a will, there's a way

yes, there's a saying which stated that when there's a will, there will be a way.....it is indeed true..but the problem that would arise together with the saying is...when the will is not strong enough...hahaha..and yes, that what's happening to me..

ya ya..for those who yet to know..i'm in a journey of finishing my 2nd degree...no classes..just meetings with the supervisor and the co-supervisor..no, dont get it wrong...they are nice..one is soft and the other is firm..good for me..but...the one thing that is wrong is me myself and i..i don't why am i acting this way..but i am not strong enough to continuously reading the articles....well, i've finishes the 1srt chapter..but the problem now is the 2nd and the 3rd chapters...

and ooh..more to do..my friend and i, we need to finish an abstract (supposedly pretending we are doing a paper of translating) and we have to present it during a conference this July..and we are sooo looking forward to do it (being sarcastic)..aiiihhh..

dear me...dear 'rajin'ness...dear strong will.. where are you guys....i need you guys...

p/s:: i'm did not go through with what i've write above this line..so be it...haha..so long..till we meet again

Friday, May 27, 2011

grrrr......

menyampahnye saya dengan anda ni....
da saya sms awak, awak tak reply...
so, saya msg pulak la kat FB...
pastu awak nak emo2 plak...
kang kalau saya tak msg gtau da bank in kan duit tu..
kata saya ni back out customer lak..
and awak bila ta reply..
camne saya nak tau awak dpt tak msg tu
awak nak meniaga buat la cara nak meniaga..
ngong...
ce la reply kata 'noted, nanti akak cek'
or sekadr 'ok' je pun takpe dah..
kompem pasni aku takkan membeli ngan ko dah...
cam harrem....

Monday, April 4, 2011

~C.L.A.I.M~

wahai encik claim
datanglah kepadaku..
kalau bukan february & march pun,
february alone pun takpe la
without you wahai encik2 claim...
pening aku nak bayar duit sewa umah..
pening aku setiap kali berada di stesen minyak
(saga ni byk mkn ok..miss encik kancil T_T)
setiap kali berada di kedai makan...
(apa je mknn yg murah kat shah alam?)
setiap kali berada di rumah dan buka almari makananku..
kenape?
sebab da hampir kosong!
setiapkali membasuh baju2 ku...
kenapa?
sebab da nak abes la...
wah claim...
without you, slipar i yg da lama jahanam smpi skang tak berganti lg tau..
da la tu je satu2nya selipar yg aku ada...
takkan nak kua mkn pun nak pkai high heels..
ye ye..tau, parents ku bg duit sementara ko ta dtg lg..
tp smpi bila aku nak harapkan duit mereka?
wahai encik dan puan bendahari...
mintak tolong la sangat...
thats our only resource ok..
keje nak soh buat..
sometimes even kna travel...
(last month two weeks kena g p.alam & p.perdana)
(duit minyak ada nak bg?)
i need the money
not to go shopping..
i need the money
to buy the necessities stuff
like what?
let's see
1: my sabun mandi da na abes
(i can only use certain product punye sbb my skin sgt2 sensitive)
2: softener da tggl sket...
3: stock makanan and minuman
4:selipar
(takkan asyik nak pkai flat and heels)
5:stationary
6:ubat gigi
see..mende2 ni mmg nmpk mcm skit..tp, bila total up..
korg pun tau harga brg2 skang mcm mana kan?
ok..bukan niat nak membebel2 around like an old lady..
tp...
if any of u berada di tempat saya
mesti anda juga akan rasa stress di situ..
T_T


Monday, March 28, 2011

realizing something....

To realize the value of a sister/brother
ask someone who doesn't have one.

To realize the value of ten years:
ask a newly divorced couple.

To realize the value of four years:
ask a graduate.

To realize the value of one year:
ask a student who has failed a final exam.

To realize the value of nine months:
ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn.

To realize the value of one month:
ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby..

To realize the value of one minute:
ask a person who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize the value of one-second:
ask a person who has survived an accident.

Time waits for no one.
treasure every moment you have.

You will treasure it even more when
you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend or family member:
LOSE ONE.

The origin of this letter is unknown






Sunday, March 20, 2011

my 'cita-cita'

I would say my ambition to be an educator is like one of the song by Regina Spektor- The Call..how does it work? lets us go to the lyrics of the song...

It started out as a feeling
which then grew into a hope
which the turn into a quite thought
which then turn into a quite word

and then the word grew louder and louder
til it was a battle cry

i'll come back when you call me
no need to say good bye

just because everything's changing
doesn't mean it's never
been this way before

all you can do is try to know
who your friends are
as you head off to the war

pick a star on the dark horizon
and follow the light...

well, thats about it actually....i started to feel that i wanted to be a teacher when i was about 7 or 8..and yes, by then i was hoping that i will be a teacher one day..but then, as i grew older..that hope has faded and has turn into a hope of being a doctor, sportswoman, investigator, csi...bla bla bla and bla...hahaha...then one day, it grew louder and louder in my lil'heart saying..you want to be a teacher..started slow and goes louder until i thought there was a war in my heart! so, there it was..it came back as i call them..hehe..since thinking of it..i thought..i'd do better if i'm an educator..i've been one..and twice..and now...i'm heading towards it..knowing who are my friends who supports me and who's against me...now, with the brightest star as my guidance.. i'm hoping that i will at last be an educator for a permanent position!

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Sunday, January 9, 2011

tak reti di untung

kadang2 aku rasa macam ramai je yang tak reti bersyukur atas peluang yang diberikan...sbg contoh, da dapat peluang utk sambung blajar tp byk giler merungut...bosan la apa la...da a ada kadang2 tu, dapat elaun lg, cth kolej mcm kat matrik, student siap ada dpt elaun lg...tp, penah reti nak bersyukur n gunakan peluang yg diberi utk baiki diri sendiri? tak! sebaliknya, mereka merungut...oi, kolej and universiti tu tempat belajar, bukan tempat nak enjoy or joli katak...sepatutnya tak sabar nak balik blajar..ni tak..br ta smpi seminggu kat tmpt blajar tu, da mcm2 rungutan keluar...kalau da tak suka, ko g amek surat berenti, and berenti..kalau nak blaja lg, g smbg kat kolej2 swasta yg melambak2 kat kat tempat ko duduk..br ko leh nak enjoy sesuka hati ko..sorry la, geram...kalau korang rasa korang bosan, jelak, tak suka, boring..benci ngan tempat tu smpi mcm2 nick name korang bg kat tempat korang blaja, KELUAR la...bagi peluang pada orang yg betul2 nak blaja...pegi kat cermin, cermin diri sendiri..msg ni special utk anak2 melayu...korang da kira beruntung malaysia ni wat mcm2 program nak naik tarafkan tahap pendidikan kita, mcm2 kuota, and skim....so gunakanlah sebaik mungkin...orang2 yg non-bumiputera, terpaksa blanja byk nak smbg study, korang ni da kira beruntung..tp malangnya, sebahagian drpd korang, TAK RETI DI UNTUNG!....

Saturday, January 8, 2011

A few interesting facts

[1] FORTNIGHT comes from 'Fourteen Nights' (Two Weeks).

[2] POP MUSIC is 'Popular Music' shortened.

[3] MOPED is the short term for 'Motorized Pedaling'.

[4] BUS is the short term for 'Omnibus' that means everybody.

[5] DRAWING ROOM was actually a 'withdrawing room' where people withdrew after Dinner. Later the prefix 'with' was dropped..

[6] NEWS refers to information from Four directions
N, E, W, and S.

[7] AG-MARK, which some products bear, stems from 'Agricultural Marketing'.

[8] QUEUE comes from 'Queen's Quest'. Long back a long row of people as waiting to see the Queen. Someone made the comment Queen's Quest..

[9] JOURNAL is a diary that tells about 'Journey for a day' during each Day's business.

[10] TIPS come from 'To Insure Prompt Service'. In olden days to get Prompt service from servants in an inn, travelers used to drop coins in a Box on which was written 'To Insure Prompt Service'. This gave rise to the custom of Tips.

[11] JEEP is a vehicle with unique Gear system. It was invented during World War II (1939-1945). It was named 'General Purpose Vehicle (GP)'.GP was changed into JEEP later.

[12] Coca-Cola was originally green.

[13] The most common name in the world is Mohammed..

[14] The name of all the continents end with the same letter that they start with Asia, America, Australia, Europe

[15] The strongest muscle in the body is the TONGUE.

[16] TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row of the keyboard.

[17] Women BLINK nearly twice as much as men!!

[18] You can't kill yourself by holding your breath.

[19] It is impossible to lick your elbow.

[20] Wearing HEADPHONES for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times.

[21] It is physically impossible for PIGS to look up into the sky.

[22] The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English language.

[23] Each KING in a deck of playing cards represents a great king from history.

Spades - King David
Clubs - Alexander the Great,
Hearts - Charlemagne
Diamonds - Julius Caesar.

[24] What do bullet proof vests, fire escapes, windshield wipers and laser printers all have in common?

Ans. - All invented by women.

[25] A CROCODILE cannot stick its tongue out.

[26] A SNAIL can sleep for three years.

[27] All POLAR BEARS are left handed.

[28] BUTTERFLIES taste with their feet.

[29] ELEPHANTS are the only animals that can't jump.

[30] In the last 4000 years, no new ANIMALS have been domesticated.

[31] STEWARDESSES is the longest word typed with only the left hand.

[32] The human HEART creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet.

[33] RATS multiply so quickly that in 18 months, two rats could have over million descendants.

[34] People say "BLESS YOU" when you sneeze because when you sneeze, your heart stops for a millisecond.

[35] If you SNEEZE too hard, you can fracture a rib. If you try to suppress a sneeze, you can rupture a blood vessel in your head or neck and die. So good to bless the sneezing person.

Sunday, January 2, 2011

!!!!!!!!

susahkan...ko nak dok umah ramai2..tapi tak reti nak bertolak ansur...pastu agak macam ta respek privacy orang la..dengan kata lain, cakap giler kuat, gelak da macam mengilai...ko ckp dr atas, smpi bawah dengar....konon takleh nak study if dok lua...aku rasa orang len yang takleh nak study kalau ko dok lua...hmmmm...dammit...bapak a selfish!

Carta hati (original song) - najwalatif

Saturday, January 1, 2011

..::2011::..

ye, sudah 2011 pun..pejam celik pejam celik,tak sedar sudah menghampiri 2* tahun hidupku di bumi ini..kalau nak cerita kisah sepanjang idupku, mungkin tak muatlah dengan satu post sahaja kan..maka, mari kita imbas sedikit sebanyak coretan sejarah sepanjang 2010....bagi sesetengah orang, mungkin ianya indah, cantik, dan menarik..namun, bagi sebahagian yang lain, mungkin agak kurang indah, kurang cantik dan kurang menarik...tapi, bohonglah kalau semuanya menarik atau semuanya kurang menarik..bukankah begitu kawan2? pastinya semua yg membaca ini bersetuju jika kiranya saya anggap kita semua ada menghadapi perkara menarik dan kurang menarik dalam satu tahun yang sama...antara pengalaman menarik dan cantik saya adalah....well, grad from degree, menjadi guru sains dan maths..menjadi pensyarah bahasa inggeris walaupun kedua jawatan ini adalah sekadar sementara...meghadiri istiadat konvo diri saya sendiri..dan, melanjutkan pelajaran...dan ofcoz la, pabila si dia di sisi saya...perkara kurang menarik dan kurang cantik pula, tak perlu la saya nyatakan, iye kan..sedih je nanti kalau di selak lembarannya... =)
bila bercakap pasal 2011 pulak..mesti semua orang akan merangka azam2 baru..takpun, renewkan azam2 lama..kan? huhu..bagi ku, jarang sungguh memikirkan tentang azam2 tahun baru ni...yang ku tahu, aku hanya mau buat yg terbaik, menjadi seseorang yang baik kepada org lain and not overdoing it...hmmmm...perlu buat tembok batasan lebih tinggi mungkin..kerana kadang2 diriku tidak menyedari bahawasanya diri ini sudah terlangkau garis batasannya..mungkin perlu ada batasan setinggi diriku, supaya aku akan terlanggar akannya pabila cuba melebihi batasan itu..hoho..adoii, mesti sakitkan...
apa pun yang berlaku..harus di ingat, pengalamanlah guru terbaik dalam hidup ini...saya ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada pengalaman kerana telah menjadi guru saya selama 2*tahun....