bahagia

ingin ku nyatakan di perut blog yang dah lama tak di sumbat makan ni.....bahawa arini daku terasa sangat bahagia...hehehe...menerima satu kejutan daripada si dia... ~~V

hehehee...plus, byk mlm asyik mimpi die..........

hehehee...ok...tu je sebenarnya..hahahahaha...


p/s: ini post utk menghibur hati sendiri... =p

Y.O.U.

when i called you telling you i'm sick...don't tell me to see the doc (i hate it!)..when i called you crying...don't ask me to to sleep (again i hate it!)....when i called you saying things..don't tell me i'm ridiculous...when i called you doing all these above..it means i MISS you and i need you to soothe me...not making me feel sadder, not to ignore me...when you do all the above..you make me feel i'm not important to you...its like you DON'T CARE at all...

when i told you i'm sad...i am really sad..i never fake it...

when i told you i miss you...i really do..even u just left a minute ago...

when i told you i love you...again, you meant the world to me...

when i told you i hate you...i lie...i just hate your coldness attitude towards me...

~Lee Ya 290708~

when i said all the stupid things...i just want you to give your attention to me...i want you to show me how i meant to you

when you walk away....you left a knife in my heart

when you ignore me on the phone....you shoot a bullet to my heart

when you left me behind and keep on walking...you dig my heart with a dagger...

it never hurts if you are the one who tell me you love me...you miss me...

it never hurts if you calm me down when i am sad...or frustrated

it never hurts if you treat me like who i meant to you...

it never hurts to show me all this rather that to assume that i will understand...

then and only then shall i be satisfy....

when there's a will, there's a way

yes, there's a saying which stated that when there's a will, there will be a way.....it is indeed true..but the problem that would arise together with the saying is...when the will is not strong enough...hahaha..and yes, that what's happening to me..

ya ya..for those who yet to know..i'm in a journey of finishing my 2nd degree...no classes..just meetings with the supervisor and the co-supervisor..no, dont get it wrong...they are nice..one is soft and the other is firm..good for me..but...the one thing that is wrong is me myself and i..i don't why am i acting this way..but i am not strong enough to continuously reading the articles....well, i've finishes the 1srt chapter..but the problem now is the 2nd and the 3rd chapters...

and ooh..more to do..my friend and i, we need to finish an abstract (supposedly pretending we are doing a paper of translating) and we have to present it during a conference this July..and we are sooo looking forward to do it (being sarcastic)..aiiihhh..

dear me...dear 'rajin'ness...dear strong will.. where are you guys....i need you guys...

p/s:: i'm did not go through with what i've write above this line..so be it...haha..so long..till we meet again

grrrr......

menyampahnye saya dengan anda ni....
da saya sms awak, awak tak reply...
so, saya msg pulak la kat FB...
pastu awak nak emo2 plak...
kang kalau saya tak msg gtau da bank in kan duit tu..
kata saya ni back out customer lak..
and awak bila ta reply..
camne saya nak tau awak dpt tak msg tu
awak nak meniaga buat la cara nak meniaga..
ngong...
ce la reply kata 'noted, nanti akak cek'
or sekadr 'ok' je pun takpe dah..
kompem pasni aku takkan membeli ngan ko dah...
cam harrem....

~C.L.A.I.M~

wahai encik claim
datanglah kepadaku..
kalau bukan february & march pun,
february alone pun takpe la
without you wahai encik2 claim...
pening aku nak bayar duit sewa umah..
pening aku setiap kali berada di stesen minyak
(saga ni byk mkn ok..miss encik kancil T_T)
setiap kali berada di kedai makan...
(apa je mknn yg murah kat shah alam?)
setiap kali berada di rumah dan buka almari makananku..
kenape?
sebab da hampir kosong!
setiapkali membasuh baju2 ku...
kenapa?
sebab da nak abes la...
wah claim...
without you, slipar i yg da lama jahanam smpi skang tak berganti lg tau..
da la tu je satu2nya selipar yg aku ada...
takkan nak kua mkn pun nak pkai high heels..
ye ye..tau, parents ku bg duit sementara ko ta dtg lg..
tp smpi bila aku nak harapkan duit mereka?
wahai encik dan puan bendahari...
mintak tolong la sangat...
thats our only resource ok..
keje nak soh buat..
sometimes even kna travel...
(last month two weeks kena g p.alam & p.perdana)
(duit minyak ada nak bg?)
i need the money
not to go shopping..
i need the money
to buy the necessities stuff
like what?
let's see
1: my sabun mandi da na abes
(i can only use certain product punye sbb my skin sgt2 sensitive)
2: softener da tggl sket...
3: stock makanan and minuman
4:selipar
(takkan asyik nak pkai flat and heels)
5:stationary
6:ubat gigi
see..mende2 ni mmg nmpk mcm skit..tp, bila total up..
korg pun tau harga brg2 skang mcm mana kan?
ok..bukan niat nak membebel2 around like an old lady..
tp...
if any of u berada di tempat saya
mesti anda juga akan rasa stress di situ..
T_T

realizing something....

To realize the value of a sister/brother
ask someone who doesn't have one.

To realize the value of ten years:
ask a newly divorced couple.

To realize the value of four years:
ask a graduate.

To realize the value of one year:
ask a student who has failed a final exam.

To realize the value of nine months:
ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn.

To realize the value of one month:
ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby..

To realize the value of one minute:
ask a person who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize the value of one-second:
ask a person who has survived an accident.

Time waits for no one.
treasure every moment you have.

You will treasure it even more when
you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend or family member:
LOSE ONE.

The origin of this letter is unknown